Sunday, August 20, 2006
Yesterday was an outing with the 13 gang to Pulau Ubin.... Wohoo, hui chun when also, so SURPRISE..... everything was fun be4 i reach tanah merah station....
Thing start to change badly... Really bad and literally and nearly spoil my whole day trip. I dunno, its been a long time since i get such disgusting feeling... So upset, So helpless and no one to turn to... I tried to pretend as though nothing had happened so that I do not spoil the mood of others but i could not cos i know it was lingering somewhere in my mind.... Louis just keep advising me... Yeah told him i was cool with it but I know I am not.... I feel so down.....
At Pulau Ubin, I am back with my "black" face(hui ping and jer giv my this expression a nick name kekek).... I hate this face too but seem to keep on appearing time and time(sorry guys, could not help it). We rent bikes from a different stall compared to the previous time and start heading into the wilderness. I ride all the way behind everyone engrossed with my sms.... Dangerous stunt ok, one hand smsing the other control bike and under heavy rain somemore... hahaha.... Just couldn't seem to resolve anything.... Felt more helpless and down... Den Don came to me and tok to me abt something.... A few short phrase and I really felt what he say was right.... THANKS BRO! After that, I feel much better and started to catch up with the others....
Mood seem better but I know the thing is still there.... Nah, its ok I told myself wnself bad mood ok dun drag innocent ppl into this... So i am there with my smily face and cycling ard with the gang....
The cycle be4 SOng Ling they all come was terrible, bumpy ride, rainy weather and muddy surface... Oh ya heavy traffic as well!! AFter they come, everything seem to heal.... NO more bumpy road, muddy surface and bad weather.... LOL i was engross in teaching song ling and watching out for the others thus nearly forget that matter(BTW song ling, have more confidence in yourself... REmb what i Say, look front and control your handle).... Jeslyn ws more blessed, she got Ber to cycle her ard(you lucky gal you.. haha dun keep saying i jealous hor!).... We manage to visit the quarry(pretty pretty view!) and overall the cycling trip was awesome!
After the cycling, we washed up and head to mainland for dinner. In the bus, that terrible feeling was back.... I could not get to sleep, whenever i close my eyes, that stupid msgs appear in my mind... It was torturing!!!
Dinner was at Tampinese mall's Pastamania... I order a 7inch hawaiian... Usually I can finished the pizza easily, but yesterday I had a hard time finishing it(btw i did not finished my bak chor mee during lunch).... OH WELL....
After Dinner, all of us head home. I took the same train as Don, HP, ber and louis... Wahah Don was crazy.. Those nonsense of his(hehe cannot blog out details) was stupid.. NVM next time i copy some... kekeke...
Reach home, straight away Arsenal Match.... HEy i was not that sad despite Arsenal draw.... Cos I manage to somehow resolve the thing later at night... It was such a relieve... PHEW
To you: Now you know how upset and bad I felt....
To my gang: Hey you guys were great!!! Special thanks to don and louis oh ya Hui ping ber song ling and the rest as well for making my day!!!
some pics from Pulau Ubin....
SUNSET
ME BER CHUN
Thing start to change badly... Really bad and literally and nearly spoil my whole day trip. I dunno, its been a long time since i get such disgusting feeling... So upset, So helpless and no one to turn to... I tried to pretend as though nothing had happened so that I do not spoil the mood of others but i could not cos i know it was lingering somewhere in my mind.... Louis just keep advising me... Yeah told him i was cool with it but I know I am not.... I feel so down.....
At Pulau Ubin, I am back with my "black" face(hui ping and jer giv my this expression a nick name kekek).... I hate this face too but seem to keep on appearing time and time(sorry guys, could not help it). We rent bikes from a different stall compared to the previous time and start heading into the wilderness. I ride all the way behind everyone engrossed with my sms.... Dangerous stunt ok, one hand smsing the other control bike and under heavy rain somemore... hahaha.... Just couldn't seem to resolve anything.... Felt more helpless and down... Den Don came to me and tok to me abt something.... A few short phrase and I really felt what he say was right.... THANKS BRO! After that, I feel much better and started to catch up with the others....
Mood seem better but I know the thing is still there.... Nah, its ok I told myself wnself bad mood ok dun drag innocent ppl into this... So i am there with my smily face and cycling ard with the gang....
The cycle be4 SOng Ling they all come was terrible, bumpy ride, rainy weather and muddy surface... Oh ya heavy traffic as well!! AFter they come, everything seem to heal.... NO more bumpy road, muddy surface and bad weather.... LOL i was engross in teaching song ling and watching out for the others thus nearly forget that matter(BTW song ling, have more confidence in yourself... REmb what i Say, look front and control your handle).... Jeslyn ws more blessed, she got Ber to cycle her ard(you lucky gal you.. haha dun keep saying i jealous hor!).... We manage to visit the quarry(pretty pretty view!) and overall the cycling trip was awesome!
After the cycling, we washed up and head to mainland for dinner. In the bus, that terrible feeling was back.... I could not get to sleep, whenever i close my eyes, that stupid msgs appear in my mind... It was torturing!!!
Dinner was at Tampinese mall's Pastamania... I order a 7inch hawaiian... Usually I can finished the pizza easily, but yesterday I had a hard time finishing it(btw i did not finished my bak chor mee during lunch).... OH WELL....
After Dinner, all of us head home. I took the same train as Don, HP, ber and louis... Wahah Don was crazy.. Those nonsense of his(hehe cannot blog out details) was stupid.. NVM next time i copy some... kekeke...
Reach home, straight away Arsenal Match.... HEy i was not that sad despite Arsenal draw.... Cos I manage to somehow resolve the thing later at night... It was such a relieve... PHEW
To you: Now you know how upset and bad I felt....
To my gang: Hey you guys were great!!! Special thanks to don and louis oh ya Hui ping ber song ling and the rest as well for making my day!!!
some pics from Pulau Ubin....
SUNSET
ME BER CHUN
10:51 AM