9:49 PM
= thought I was a leader but no I am just a follower,=
=Also thought I was humourous but guess I am just a joker.=
(hurt but not pain, grief but not sad, sorrow but not miserable)
sTReS aND FaTIguE tAkiNg THeIr tOLl oN Me, dRAnInG eVERy bIT oF mY LiFe aWaY.....
Some quotes used to describe my feelings right now.......
Suddenly feel like so much to blog yet not sure where to start.
I dunno how to describe today, so much mixture of emotions. I only know that when I walking to mrt under the heavy rain, drenched and tired, it seem as though god is making fun of me. Every single droplets of rain that fell over my head seem to tell me someone out there is laughing at me. NVM go on laughing......
Sometimes, I just admire louis alot... He dares to love he dares to hate..... He tells the person he is angry with him... Me? LOL, I dunno how to get angry with others, Gheez I only know how to get angry with myself......
I worry this I worry that, why??? Sometimes I also dunno.... I guess trying to be Mr, Nice Guy ain that right thing to do....No wonder they say in hokkien kiang do hoe mai kei kiang(smart enough dun act smart) Nvm from now on, I shall leave everything as it is :)
Hot bath really helps me alot, seem to take all my burdens away..... LoL, now the only missing thing is a plate of hot spicy hawaiian pizza served in front of me.... Hmm ok I go call 62353535 now... So shall end here......:)
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7:37 PM
I love to eat so i shall to rate you guys(overall including character and everything from the way I see you) out there by the different delicacies found in Singapore.....:P
bell- bak chor mee(my fav food but must be ah nan one hahaha :X )
ruby-cheng tung( very soothing, can jiang huo somemore which means ruby easy to get along one, when you sad she can be your listening ear somemore can cheer you up heheheh)
louis- rojak(appearance may not look good at times, but when put into mouth SEDAP!!! which means louis apperance sometimes abit moody moody but actually when you tok to him he very nice o tok to one)
ber- sushi( this one louis say one.... outside very nice appearance but inside got weird mixture of taste cos got wasabi which means ber always try to present his happy look but at times he got his own problems inside him which he dun tell)... Also true lah bro.... any problems can find us one:)
yen-chilli crab(yum yum i love this!!! chilli crab appearance very good taste good but sometimes abit too spicy for some ppl which means yen jie jie is pretty(aiyah this one is public acknowledge one) usually she is very nice one but soemtimes some ppl find she abit fierce)
ping~er- toufu(soft, nuar nuar, easy to swallow which means she is very easy going, very shun kou.. but sometimes abit too soft)
jerlyn-katong laksa(katong laksa can appear good to some, not so nice to others.. but taste good, easy to swallow also cos the noodles all cut small small short short!!! However, to some ppl maybe too spicy... which means jerlyn aka my jie actually should be quite nice looking one... she very easy to get along but sometimes can be quie fierce:P)
dayne- tou kua(dou kan is outside hard inside soft.. which means dayne outside look fierce, tough but actually if you know him well, he is actually quite nice, easy to get along)
scott-po piah(po piah is nice.... sometimes inside mix alot of thing, sometime you also dunno what inside also which means my bro scott is quite nice one, but sometimes he can be quiet dunno what he is thinking)
don- bar kua(ba kua is a snack, very high in "huo qi" so eat liao may have sore throat but still everyone love it which means dn bring warmth to everyone... easy to get along nd everyone likes him(lol like in the sense of friendship not broke back lah lol!!!)
wee2-pop corn(pop born is bright in colour and small which also means wee2 very small size... she also everytime try to present her cheerful self:P)
Ok lah thats abt it.... hard to think of food to match ppl character leh..... hehehe... vexing over June chalet so brain tired... gonna sleep:P GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!
11:48 PM
Anyway nothing to do so decide to give the gals of our class rating... All rating are out of 10.... Note: I am very strict so do not be disappointed if you fail hahaha
bell(1st mermaid): 7/10
good pts:nice personality although sometime abit chilli padi:P... LOl nice hair too
ruby(2nd mermiad): 6.5/10
good pts:friendly but sometimes too blur
ping~(3rd mermiad, just recruit): 6.5/10
good pts:face abit like liu yi fei(my fav idol) so cannot be too bad... But sometime i dun understand her joke...
jer(jie):7/10
good pts:humorous, can bully but sometime got mood swing
yen:7/10
good pts:she not bad looking lah but sometimes abit fierce lol....
wee wee:6/10
good pts:humorous lah but sometime she say lame things lol
vani:-9/10
no comments lol...
yi jia-2/10
I seriously dunno what to say lol...
aini:2/10
lol... her charcter is good lah
jessie:2/10
LOL.. can i dun write further
juliet:4/10
funny gal:P
samantha:5/10
some ppl say she quite nice lol
ruiqi:5/10
so pls dun link me with her anymore
san li:6/10
dunno much abt her
sarah:6/10
lol she super blur and stone one
melody:5/10
basically her gang i dunno much
cui cui:5/10
ask bernard he knows best Hahahah
song ling:4/10
-1 cos you got asthma hahhaha
jeslyn:5/10
she very friendly best thing is good to bully
miao ling:5/10
lol very quiet gal
moon:5/10
nice lady-_-"'
AL:4/10
seldom tok to me hehehe
LOl thats abt it... Hey looks maybe important but its not everything(there is still character and other stuffs), so if you get angry or sad over what i say, you can consider yourself stupid gal:)
2:20 PM
Today work work work and work again...... lol again not stop from start of work till end up of work... SIAN..... today somemore OT... KNS can't those sales order come all at one goal... Make me do liao, den rest den do again... 3-4pm i quite free why the sales order dun come.... Come only at ard 6+pm.... OT for no reason KNS... Luckily, I got a very nice da jie, she quietly wait for me even after 6pm lol... thanks da jie:).... er jie gotta go hospital so nv wait for me.... she also stay very far lah :P
LOL.... tml one more day to go... I can tahan one... YEAH!!!
Wohoo abt 30hrs more to Champion league final...... Arsenal pls WIN!!!
9:35 PM
After work, already half dead.... drag my body to tiong bahru to meet ber, wee wee,don nd her gf to watch poseidon.... lol the show quite lame..... where got so concidence so many close shave one den the main actor survive all the close shaves... lol de how come they can hold their breath in water so long one.... CHAMPION!!! maybe each of them holding invisible oxygen tank lol..... I dunno why, when i see ppl die in the show, i laugh... what happen to me??/ under to much stress i guess hahahaha.... lol go tiong bahru also good lah, dinner got ppl treat got ppl accompany me, den movie also ppl treat... lol thanks har hui ping and ber....
Haiz.... chin huat tml and wednesday leave.... I die liao...... RIP
11:09 PM
Hor hope this coming thursday Arsenal beat barca in champion league final... Dun care how tyco or how smelly tatic Arsene wenger use... I just want ARSENAL to win hehehe..... Oh ya after winning champion league, i then want Arsenal to sign Torres.... Torres WANTS to play for Arsenal, WANTs to play beside HENRY( if you know what i mean:P)
Today is mothers day.. so first thing head to toa payoh to get a new set of mahjong for my grandmother as her mother day present(from my mum duh....).. After that bring that mahjong set to my grandmother house to play...
LOL... so weird first round i easily won 30+bucks with 2 5 tai... AFter that second round WAH really CMI...... ZZZzzZz I nv game at all from dong all the way to bei.. until last round of bei i game ZHI MUO ping hu.... LOl sometimes mahjong really weird sia.... My grandma say suey lang gao bei dao(unlucky ppl game last round) lol
But overall still ok lah.. still win 15+bucks lol....
Now at home blogging and watching wisely.... Really nice show, those that dinno this show is shown on channel 8 every weekend from 7-9pm.... ok go watch show liao tata8:47 PM
Under the hot afternoon sun, went to met the gang at habor front mrt... All of us had not taken lunch, so we went to macdonald to have our meal... WOOOO twister fries is back hehehehe
After that, went to get some drink den head to Sentosa liao!!!(sentosa= so expensive nothing to see anyway)
LOL, this time not Palawan beach.. Its Siloso instead heheh... We put down our bags den starts to party liao.... Volleyball, soccer, dog and bones, swimming and pulling out don's pants... (PS: I nearly hav my pants pull out also, luckily got louis help)... LOL seow yen and hui ping very scare my diving under den appearing ou of no where ahahaha......
After all this activities, the gals went to go bath while don ber louis and me went to qie with others in football.... LOl as usual don top scorer... louis top the assist chart.... me?? I am the worst finisher yesterday.... I hit cross bar, curl pass the goal post, ram and den block by pui kia(opponents).... If i hit all of those goal in i would be heading for double digits but SIGH...... Oh well, better luck next time... heheh (PS:i am starting to feel like I am beckham... whats with the curling hahaha)
After football, went to bath den head for dinner.... YUM YUM SAKAE sushi.... had udon.. lol the noodle so thick so filling.... Today i found out something- Seow yen and wee wee can really eat... After eating head home liao.... Walk with louis and listen to what he say abt life the whole journey from sentosa to habour front mrt.... Something he says are really right....
As usual... nothing good last long, once at harbour front mrt, its bid goodbye time.... Next time again, GUYS!!!
Anyway god pls pray that Hui ping feel lot better after this trip, its been really a tough time for her:)... Also want to pray for louis to get wadeva he wants, and hopefully his right gal will appear soon....
OK end here, gotta go bath hehehehe
9:53 AM
Complain and complain.. everyone keep complaining why i nv update.. blog like ghost town(think dayne is the only one to say that)... LOl I am blogging so STOP KPKB lolx
LOl... finished my bunker delivery note before lunchs o basically now nothing to do as long as I see no cargo officers/bunker clerks hahaha.... PLS dun come.. dun come and interrupt my peaceful afternoon hehehe.... Ok lah, want to come come now, dun make me OT....
Hmm I was thinking abt this regarding auto- biography(write abt own life)... I was wondering if anyone manage to write till the exact day he/she die... I dun think so.. cos let say you die on 5 may how can you wirte your own biography on the 5May.. weird right?? lol
2:14 PM
Really no mood...... talk nonsense, hurt may ppl.... I am sorry, din mean it.....
I dunno... I dun wish to knoe....
Dunno whats up with me..... empty, blank, vacant are the words used to describe me now.....
Dun even know why I felt like this now..... Haizzzz i guess i have been happy-go-lucky for too long, so its time to feel abit solemn, sad, miserable.....
haiz....dun wanna blog further.....
9:58 PM
I DUNNO..... DUN ASK ME
confused, blur, not knowing what to do.... I feel like a unfinished puzzle now:(
why why why... why is this feeling coming back again?? I thought i am immune to it already... I was numb for so long why did it came back again....
Is there an answer at the end of the tunnel..... Do i really need to know??? Does it matters??
I always dun fight a battle that i am not confident in winning.... Wats more is that the opposition has such a good general while I am just a lone soldier fighting for my life....Is it worth to take that guy on??
Confused, unsure..... god if you are hearing me now, pls let me know..........
10:59 PM
LOL... literally just spent 95% of the time at Palawan beach... Swim, play, slam each other, rub sand on ppls' body, aiyah just wet crazy lah.... Nvm hard to describe, I shall let pics do the talking heheh After all, pic speaks a thousand words lol....
Den Along came this ang mo small gal who is so cute... HYPERACTIVE.. keep making jerln and hui ping laugh with her action and dog like barking(lOlx)... Want to know how she look like right??Okok this is her pic
OK lah.. shall end here.. heheh.. back still pain from the sand rubbing.. DAMN YOU DAYNE AND BERNARD lol.....
10:47 AM